i have never been here.

Dimitri and I (and yes in the third and final incarnation of his name
that is how you spell it) were talking tonight and I had one of those
moments that you realize you are saying something to someone
and more than them it applies to you.
I love that about talking. You are discussing back and forth and
you realize you are bouncing things off of someone and the best
part is if the person gets it and is able to respond with wisdom
and understanding.
So I was telling him, well confronting him with something he had
said earlier about not writing about his adventures because it takes
so long to write and I was saying how dare you not write it down
and then I said it.
The thing we had been talking about all night.
I had been searching for a reason to go and do what God has told
me to do and a reason to write about it.
I said, "How dare you not write it down because even if they
don't get it they deserve to know it exists."
And there it was. My head started to spin and I told him to
shhh and I realized that was my truth also.
I have been concerned that writing another book to help
you feel better about where you are is not worth
writing because there are 700 books in the christian
section like that and it just doesn't matter and there it was.
My reason to write.
I love this!
I love him.
God is so good.