Ok so i'm addicted to this show Entourage. And by addicted

i mean in the least harmful way possible i love to watch this

show. i don't ignore the things and people in my life to satisfy

this addiction, but i will sit and watch many episodes On Demand.

It's about this actor in Hollywood who rolls with his crew of 3 dudes,

one of them is his brother. They live the life that every person who

thinks they want to be famous wants to live. They have lots of money

and expensive cars and a big house and a lot of sex.

So i was wondering what it was that attracted me to this show. i

mean Adrian Grenier (he's the star) is beautiful, but there is

something else that draws me in.

i admit that i love the idea of not worrying about money, and the idea

that you can do a job you love and get paid handsomely for it. And i

love the idea of having my peeps around me and them being involved

in my work. The fellowship these guys share and their all access pass

into the land of 'do whatever you want' is what i think attracts me.

i was thinking this morning that maybe i have an all access pass to life

because of my relationship with God.

i mean there is no higher power or more influential entity in

existence, so if my name is on this list at His door, what is there i

cannot do? where is there i cannot go? if i know the most powerful

and most creative 'person' in the world, i have access to any writing

opportunity i want, any travel experience i want, any amount of

worry free days i can imagine, the opportunity to be on top of

finances because the the worst thing that can happen is that you

lose it all and start over, the understanding that i am special and

people know it and they benefit from and enjoy my gifts, my art,

my work.

And He has surrounded me with my own entourage, or several of

them, depending on where i am. Here in T-town i have my jen and

stella and tom and tasha and my mom. i have jess X2 and tina and

ceasar and brandon and matt and emili and kenny and erik and j

and easton and tara and annie and scott and chelsea...

In MWC i have dad and lacey and brandt and amber and nate and

amy and melissa and dani and tara and adam, and david and hanna

and eric, and josh and nancey and kelly and ronnie and shawn and

shelly and tyler and kyle and gloria and kody and grandma and

grandpa and aunt jan and uncle dick and corey and brandon...

In CZ i have alca and martin x4 and klara and ondra x2 and kechup

and mili and martina x2 and kuba and lukas and vitek and ales and

sarka and renny and radka x2 and petra x2 and lucy x3 and pavel x2...

In Honduras i have...

In Africa i have...

In NY i have...

God's entourage hu?

i think there's a t-shirt in there.