you know i'm beginning to think about what i could be
doing right now if i'd made different decisions.
this kind of thinking always has a hint of regret.
the what if's always have a hint of sadness.
i wonder if i'd been more brave and moved to say
new york after high school would i be making films
and working with people i admire today?
i wonder if i'd been less afraid and continued to
participate in the music and acting i thrived in would
i be doing that today in some capacity?
i wonder if i hadn't gotten divorced if we would now
have a family and i'd be content in my middle class
part of the american dream?
i wonder if no matter the choices i'd made if i was
always going to end up here.
looking out from 37 i guess the only option is to
make the best of what's left.
to be more brave, less afraid, and make better choices.
"i'm just trying to know so i can figure out my plans."
jack whitman
me and marnee
marnee watson was my very first friend at yelm high school
pledger and prosser
this is the only girl who ever called me by my last name. i did the same in returm. so good to see her.
me and chad
chad and i have been friends since the first day on the bus. we were neighbors then and have been friends ever since.
me and mike
i dated a couple of mikes in high school. this is not one of them. he is cute though. :)
me and jess and chelle and chad kind of
people i still want to know as grown ups
About Me
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Above all else, Love
Little Italy - Fu-ghet-about-it
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If you keep looking back, it will take you farther and farther back. Everyone has done this process before but i always have to stop myself. I go back 7 years and then think well if i didn't do that i would have to go back 14 years to change the person i was then and then it just goes on and on. I then realize that if i didn't make the choices i did way back when i wouldn't be the person I am today and I cant' see myself being anyone else. And i cant' see you being anyone else. What if all those things strayed you farther and farther away from the Father?
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