ok let me just start by saying that i enjoy writing this thing
and i am surprised that anyone ever reads it.
that being said... how am i to know that you read it if you
never give me any feedback?
maybe you are used to reading these things by famous
people and you know your comments don't matter or
maybe some of the sites don't even let you comment,
but this is for my friends and i'm putting stuff out there
and want to know how it sits with you.
so do that.
consider that people who read what i wrote will also read
your comments so it's like a circle of words not only belonging
to me.
anyway-
i am 95% done with the application to the peace corps.
i am 97% sure that i am supposed to finish it.
my car sold. i asked God to use that as confirmation that
i am on the right path. that my car would sell for the amount
of my debt thus freeing me to move. and it did.
i have peace about it and have looked at it as realistically as
i can while sitting here in my cozy bed.
i have dealt with the emotions of leaving as well as i can
while i am still here.
i have cired for the loss of my stuff and let go as much as i
can while i still have most of my stuff.
i have felt selfish.
i have felt free.
i have no excitment. yet.
enough about me.
how are you guys feeling?