i've moved into a new season. it's new in a lot
of ways.
obviously the job is new and amazing, and some
thing i had to get to a point that my experience
and education added up to.
i have begun to let the softer side of me show a
little more. with the support and guidance of many
people who love me. i've felt softer on the inside
for a while, but my mind had to be renewed about
that before it could show on the outside.
and i can see the future. like see things i want that
are absolutely within my grasp and that i have
prepared to do and given some experience in so that
i am absolutely prepared to have them.
you wanna know???
i have to save it for a little while still. sorry.
anyway i guess the point is that random things that
we call our life can seem to add up to nothing, and in
fact if you are trying to run your life by and for yourself...
then it may indeed add up to nothing.
but God knew me. He knows me, and He, even when
i was by and for myself, He managed to put things in
place so that right now i'd be right here.
and right here is on the verge of all that i am passionate
about, have experience in, and am gifted for.
it takes time though. we all too often try and bail on
the preparation and long suffering part. because
admittedly that part sucks. but it's the part that strings
one part to another and then can it add up to...
whatever you want.
so... what do you want?